Changes of my plans and aims

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Hey my dear friends and ... fans, if any ;)

There are small changes in my plans and aims regarding competing in contests. Yesterday i had a pre-contest check-up and im not so happy with my form as i would like to be, im fairly critical on myself and i know that i am able to be better then that. We made also few pics and i will put them up for my site members during this weekend. Lets be honest, to go to world championships then i need to be in better shape, more "dry" as bodybuilders say :) and within this one month i never will get so good that i feel comfortable to go and compete. So, i took a decision and canceled my world championships in Spain. I will concentrate on Estonian Championships (14 Nov) and then after that lets see what happening, perhaps European Championships in spring?! :)) One step at a time!
Anyhow, it took a enormous stress from my shoulders and i feel positive about my decision. I'm so young in bodybuilding anyway that i felt i need some more time and compete some more contests to get necessary experience and confidence. I will do all kind of changes regarding that as well in my website during this weekend.

So, that was about my plans regarding contests. There are also other changes actually. I havent heard from Bill for more than a month now and i really dont know what happened or what is going on, what is a reason why he can't contact with me and obviously its also another reason, besides my contest prep and diet, of my stress and moodiness i have. My worries that something serious have happened to him makes me crazy. So, anyhow... the other changes i have that from now on you will find me in Fitness.ee shop in Telliskivi 51, Tallinn, Estonia. On the picture im in shop and selling supplements :) So from Monday to Friday you will find me here. :)

Oke.. and the movie "Bonsuna" should also come out very soon.. i cant wait to see it myself .. its a great thing i was able to participate. :) I think i havent shown any pictures of me yet. Here you will get a small idea how i look like in the movie ;) LOL :)

Oke.. i will finish my working day also soon and then im ready to go to gym and do some hard work on my body ;) See you in Zelloloos gym?! ;)
Take care and be always positive!
My very best wishes to all readers,
Gerbel

Comments

  1. JackieSaturday, September 6, 2008 at 11:08:00 AM GMT+2

    Isn't there anyone else you can ask about Bill?

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  2. RhysSaturday, September 6, 2008 at 6:49:00 PM GMT+2

    Bill!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where are uuuuuuuu dude????????????????????
    argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  3. GerbelSaturday, September 6, 2008 at 7:14:00 PM GMT+2

    Hey hey, Jackie and Rhys!

    Yeah.. i dont have any other contacts where i could ask about Bill. Though i have one more idea where to ask from but he is on vacation at the moment.. so in the end of this month i hope to have some idea what is going on with Bill. Meanwhile i just go forward with my life as good as i can. Do what i have to do and try to say positive. Thank you for your support, its a very big thing to me.

    My very best wishes to you!
    Gerbel

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  4. Merle RoosSunday, September 7, 2008 at 8:58:00 PM GMT+2

    Ma loodan ka parimat! Et Bill endast ikka ise varsti märku annaks...
    Kõike paremat Sulle Gerbel!

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  5. GerbelSunday, September 7, 2008 at 9:05:00 PM GMT+2

    Tänud :) I try to be and stay stong... and positive...

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  6. BlondVistWednesday, September 17, 2008 at 11:50:00 AM GMT+2

    kallid!

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